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Name: mAdEL
Location: Canada
Birthday: 2/1/1990
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 12/8/2004

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

Time...
I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching sea birds fly
Wishing there would be someone waiting home for me
Something's telling me it might be you
Yes, it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it might be you

BRIDGE:
So many quiet roads to take
So many dreams to make
And with so much love to make
I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time...
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you all of my life

Yeah, maybe it's you, maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you, maybe it's you
I've been waiting for you all of my life
Maybe it's you, maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life
 
...::bAbY::_::it'S::_::yOu::_::i'vE::_::bEeN::_::wAitIn::_::fOr::...
...::aLL::_::oF::_::mY::_::LifE::...
 
...dEL...


Friday, December 24, 2004

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you 

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
And I, I just wanna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for St. Nick
I won't even stay awake
To hear those magic reindeer click

Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding onto me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens'
Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you

Baby,,All I want for Christmas is you,,
+++mErRy chRistmAs eVerY onE!+++
+++hAvE a jOLLy nEw yEar+++
 
...:: + mAdEL + ::...


Thursday, December 23, 2004

...12.23.04...thursday...

Minsan badtrip magmahal. Bigay ka nang bigay pero kulang pa rin. Magpapakatanga ka, iiyak. Ikaw ang iiwas pero ikaw rin ang masasaktan. Hintay ka nang hintay pero ikaw rin ang iiwan. 

...:: hApy mOnthsAry ::...

+++ cAmiL nd nIkstAh +++

i'm almost happy today..bakit?..nag-online c micaela eh!..pero for like 5 min lng yta..pero ok lng..[OMG!]..2 days n lng christmas na!..pero kung s pinas bukas christmas na!..hay how i wish nandun paren kame!..zarap sna magchristmas pag ksma ang whole family..[kahit mga tambay s kanto..hehehe]..well..i guess christmas wud be happy if u keep in touch with others..oh well honestly..i'm not dat happy going here..bakit?..naiwan ko ung mga frends ko..pti n ang fav skul ko..since nmn grade 1 dun nko..hay say nga daw ng christmas party nila eh!..[ka-inggit]..oh well..msya din nmnchristmas part ng kada nmen eh!..hehehe..[lasing si elang ko!..hehehe]..oh well..i think datz ol i wna say!..nothing gud happend..dahil ayw kong lumabas ng bahay dahil malamig!.. -end-

...:: mErRy christAms ::...

_ nD _

++ hApPy nEw yEar ++

...:: + mAdEL + ::...


Tuesday, December 21, 2004

...12.21.04...tuesday...

I’ll reach for your hand in the cold of winter, I’ll reach for your hand in the heat of summer. But if my short life can’t reach the dawn of spring, I promise, in heaven, I’ll reach you with my wings. 

hay...my life seems to be full of curse...hmm...hehehe...di nmn cguro...hmm...ders sumthin bad happend...my baby got drunk...hay...buti n lng ok n xa...pero bad3p no more brkdas na daw!...hay bad3p na ung mom nya sa knya!...hay...i dnt know wat to do....pero i really love my baby!...aww...i'm missing na my baby!...how i wish shes doing ok...hay!...bat ba gn2 pag-mahal mo ang isang tao!...hayerz!...la n kong mcb...tired of typing diz blog na!...

 

If you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love. 

 

..._mAdEL_...


Wednesday, December 08, 2004

'kuya'

every little girls dream is tO have a 'kuya'...
well, maybe not all...
but atleast mOst of them even just once wished to have one...

a 'kuya' who wiLL protect his little sister at all times...
a 'kuya' who will always be there to help her in every problem she encounters...
a 'kuya' who will guide her through her journey in life...
and a 'kuya' who will love and support her all through out...

i my self always wished to have one..
i may not be a little girl anymore...
but my wish as a little girl still remained....

i know its very impossible for my wish to come true...
but somehow it might happen...
by finding someone who is a.. <so-called> 'kuya figure'..

hOnestly, mOst of my friends are guys..
not because im reaLLy 'one of the boys'...
but mybe because somehow i feeL the 'happiness' of having a 'kuya' when im with them...

ive already had lots of close guY friendS whom ive treated/called 'kuya'..
but still i felt there was something missing...
yeah, they were somewhat like what i was looking for...
but there was still something i wanted which was not in any of them...

to my 'desperateness'...
i really tried hard to dig deep just to find what i was really looking for..
and there i found the answer...
that they were just not the 'kuya' i was looking for....;they were not what i wanted...

time passed and a day came...
i met a guy whom i never thought id be close with...

we had a conversation...
and there i felt a different feeling...
i felt so comfortable with him...
that i spilled even my deepest 'secret'.....

it seems like as if ive known him for so long...
it seemed like as if i knew everything about him....

i actually never thought he was the 'kuya' ive been looking for...
but i was wrong...

he is someone who is close to a 'kuya' anyone could ask for...

someone who is always there for you...
the 'kuya' who helps you sort things out even in the most complicated problem...
the 'kuya' who can make u laugh even in your most down moment...
the 'kuya' who cared...
and most specially....
the 'kuya' who just wanted everything 'perfect' for his little sister...

ive been searching for already 15 years...
and now that ive finally found him....
i realized that waiting for so long was really worth it...
coz not only did i find the <somehow> 'kuya figure'..
but the 'Perfect' one...
whom ive always wished for...